Time sure flies fast. I'm currently in my final year of med school! Ugh.. Man. The word 'final' itself never fails to give me a goosebumps. Scared the H of me. Anyway, this'll be the toughest and busiest year. So many things to cover and revised. We'll be sitting our grand final exam sometime around next year's december. Sounds like there's still plenty of time. Guess what, that's totally the opposite. It seems like we just have around a month or two to prepare ourselves. Sigh. Poor me don't you think? Sometimes, I kept on asking myself, why did I chose this path in the first place? In reality, a doctor doesn't get paid that much. Haha. Yeah. I did realize that it's not for the money itself. I don't really contribute anything to anyone before, so instead by being a doctor, I can repay my guilt and be more responsible to people out there. Just that. Not really convincing, ain't it? My study for these past 5 years are just so-so. Nothing to brag about. You know what, I don't have that kind of confidence regarding a work as a doctor. I don't know if I could manage to be a great one. I know I have a whole lot of weaknesses that I should be taken care of. Not just saying or writing, I really gotta kick my ass of and force myself to be a better person. I know I can do a great job with loads of practice and study. O Allah, please guide me through the future ahead! Okay. Gotta say goodbye. Till we meet again.
#ps : I miss my family so much!!!! Wanna go home soon..
Wassalam.
Miss HD
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