What should I do? O Lord!

Omagad!! Just mere 8 days before my finals!! Still not doing anything. With the slow net, God knows how I feel. Ugh.. Man.. Sad news come after another. Rest in peace MH370. Being me, it's just hard to accept the reality. Yesterday, the higher court of Egypt announced, approximately 529 supporters of Dr Mohamed Morsi were sentenced to death! What the heck? I really have nothing to say. Even animals have hearts! What a shame to the Islamic world! Is this the democracy that you really wanted? O c'mon Egyptian. You can do better than this. I really hated that even though I am here in this so-called self-proclaimed land of civilization, we were told not to express our thoughts regarding this matter. As if nothing happened, here I am in my little room watching and waiting again and again. Sigh.. O human!! How could you be so cruel?! Can't you feel anything when you sentenced them to death?! They have their children and families waiting for them at home! To add, theyvare not guilty at all! They sacrificed their life for Islam. It's a matter of Jihad! With all of these, I know the apocalypse is too close. Guilty people proved to be wrong while the 'satan' fleed away. I hate to say this, but nothing that I could do, but Doaa. With all of these in mind, zero mood to study. What an excuse huh?! Enough said, I think I should be going by now. Study man. Study.. I wish that I can copy and paste inside my brain's HDD right now! Hahaha.. That's it for today. Till we meet some time next year. Heeee.. With this, I attached photos of my recent project, strawberry cheesecake! Enjoy!

Salam3layk.

Hey peeps. It's been awhile!!

Time sure flies fast. I'm currently in my final year of med school! Ugh.. Man. The word 'final' itself never fails to give me a goosebumps. Scared the H of me. Anyway, this'll be the toughest and busiest year. So many things to cover and revised. We'll be sitting our grand final exam sometime around next year's december. Sounds like there's still plenty of time. Guess what, that's totally the opposite. It seems like we just have around a month or two to prepare ourselves. Sigh. Poor me don't you think?  Sometimes, I kept on asking myself, why did I chose this path in the first place? In reality, a doctor doesn't get paid that much. Haha. Yeah. I did realize that it's not for the money itself. I don't really contribute anything to anyone before, so instead by being a doctor, I can repay my guilt and be more responsible to people out there. Just that. Not really convincing, ain't it? My study for these past 5 years are just so-so. Nothing to brag about. You know what, I don't have that kind of confidence regarding a work as a doctor. I don't know if I could manage to be a great one. I know I have a whole lot of weaknesses that I should be taken care of. Not just saying or writing, I really gotta kick my ass of and force myself to be a better person. I know I can do a great job with loads of practice and study. O Allah, please guide me through the future ahead! Okay. Gotta say goodbye. Till we meet again.

#ps : I miss my family so much!!!! Wanna go home soon..

Wassalam.
Miss HD

Malaysia.. I'm CHASING YOU with all my heart!!

Salam3laik.. It's been months since the last post of mine. I've been busy with my studies and preparation for the final exams. Alhamdulillah, it ended just yesterday!! Time to partay everyone! :D Like you all can see from my post title, just few days left for me to go back to Malaysia! Yeeha! Can't wait to meet my family! And eat loads of yummy foods. O tummy, please endure. 2 days more to go insyaAllah. Before going back on the 11th, I've decided to go to Cairo a day earlier. I wanted to avoid the traffic jams. In Egypt, you can't just predict what will happen ahead. So just to be safe, I had reserve a hotel room in the center of Cairo. To kill 2 birds with 1 stone, I planned to go to the spanking new Mall of Arabia. Maybe I'll take the cheapest ever metro from Ramses towards dokki station. From what I see in the google map, the Dokki station is just a few minutes walk from the mall. Hope it's reliable enough! From Mansoura, me and Syira will be taking the bus in the morning from Utubis Dauli and stops at Ramses. I think it's best for us to check in the hotel first, then explore the surrounding areas. Lucky me, I managed to reserve the stay at 40% off! From my current finance status, it's nearly impossible for me to stay at the 5 stars hotel! Alhamdulillah.. Allah give me the opportunity and rizk. Thank you Allah. The next day, I'll be given 2 complimentary breakfast in the hotel. After that, I've decided to try out the hotel's gym. Plus, with the offer, we will be given free late check out at 4 pm! Just right for us, as our flight will be at 11.30 before midnight. So, after check out, maybe I can just "lepaking" at the hotel's lounge. At about 7 pm, we can take a cab to the airport. Hope what I had planned will go on smoothly. Amin. To be honest, I shouldn't be wtiting this post in the first place. Suppose, I'm finishing my thesis as soon as possible. Not much time left. And I'm stucked here with the laziness of mine! Sigh~ Hope to finish the thesis tonight. Amin. O ALLAH please give me guidance! I think that's it for today. Please do anticipate for my next post which I myself don't know when will it be! :D Goodbye all!

Intercontinental Cairo Semiramis

Wassalam.
Ms HD

The C word!

Salam3alaik guys!
Like I said in my last post, I tried to fight the laziness of mine and updating the blog!! Yeay~  Indeed I've shown a new side of me! COURAGEOUS!! clap2x~ Talking about courage, Alhamdulillah I had successfully deliver my presentation of the seminar earlier today. It's the topic of Bone Marrow Transplantation. When I heard of this topic, I thought that it'll be a "piece of cake" and not so important issue. Unfortunately YOROBUN, it's not as easy as I thought of. It need some time to understand and fully digest all bits of the BMT. Lucky me, I had manage to pass the so called "horror" state. After the presentation ended, I knew that I can actually do much better if I had the second chance and more preparation as well as frequent practice. All in all, it was such a good experience of mine. Nothing to be afraid of. Just do the very best and do remember that ALLAH will always be by your side anytime. Pray hard not play hard!~ Enough of that~ :D So now I just wanted to share a whole list of things that I'm gonna do throughout this winter break ( as the plan to go to GREECE & TURKEY is postponed! because of some circumstances) Frankly speaking, it's not that I don't have enough money to plan my dream vacation, it's just that I don't have the heart to travel for the time being. Maybe because I just traveled to UK & Paris last summer?! Maybe~~ So, I've decided to fill my breaks with a whole lot of meaningful things such as DECORATING MY ROOM!! You know what, I'm a person whom can be call as PERFECTIONIST myself. So I'm kinda having my own ideas and thoughts regarding the decoration of my room (as I'm sharing the room with another roommate) My roommate has her own taste ( which is more to childish &cutesy one, sorry mates!) But I like it to be more funky, modern and not to cheesy. I've drafted so many things that I'm gonna do like hanging some photos from my collection. For now, If someone enters our room, they'll say that we have 2 different kind of room ( 1 with loads of stickers pasted on the wall, which belongs to my roommate and a plain one which belongs to me) SIGH3X. Poor me.. :( I just don't have the right time and urge to do the decor before. So, when this kind of feeling filled throughout my body, JUST LEMME DECORATE!! :D Hope the plan will be carried out successfully. Another thing is, I hope that I'll have the time to visit "MA'ROD KUTUB" in Cairo. I have a list of books that I wish to buy which is indeed EXPENSIVE here in Mansoura. Hope to save some pounds there! InsyaALLAH. Anything more?! Yeah... As you all now my brand new addiction "BAKING" session will be carried out as usual~ I'm gonna try new recipes that I've searched from the internet. Life makes easy with internet on the tips of our fingers! Man.. Trials means I need a whole bunch of money here! Hello?! What about your goals to save money?! SIGH3x. This is why I hate myself for starting this new hobby. But it's good to have something that you're looking into right? Not just by idling all the time doing something meaningless. What I can conclude from this entry is, it's like I've written all the things that have been kept in to myself. Some sort of "luahan hati".Hahaha :b. Alright then. Enough is enough.See you soon then!! :D

Wassalam wa rahmat ALLAH wa barakat ALLAH.

ADDICTION PART 2!

Salam3laik again.
There'll be 2 posts today because I've just upgraded my interface!! CLAP2x. So for now I'll keep you all salivating from these photos!

MUSHROOM SOUP to be poured on top of  the BAKED RICE!

BANANAnanana CAKE!

inside the BANANA CAKE!

PIZZA MAGGI!

VERMICELLI SOUP! (glamour name --> bee hoon sup)

GRILLED CALIMARI!

GRILLED CHICKEN KENNY ROGER's style~

Now, the strawberry cheesecake in the making!

the base (biscuits crumbs digestive + shortbread cookies)

mixture of  CREAM CHEESE + SUGAR + WHIPPED CREAM~

mixture of CREAM CHEESE spread on top of the base~

STRAWBERRIES~

take a look inside the STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE! cheesayh!

SAUSAGE CASSEROLE~

second trial BREAD PUDDING~

Second cake in the making, APPLE BAVARIAN TORTE (it can't be called cake though, instead a TORTE! torte tia ra tata~)

the base crust~

 mixture of cream cheese + egg + sugar and our APPLES!

lovely apples + ground cinnamon~

tadaaaa... mission accomplished! APPLE BAVARIAN TORTE freshly baked from the oven! yummy YUM~

 

I think that's enough for today. Hope I'm able to update the blog frequently! With loads of photos not to be missed. See you guys again. Adios~ 

Wassalam wa rahmat ALLAH wa barakat ALLAH.

My new ADDICTION~~

Salam3laik!
Hey guys! It's been a while now since the last time I wrote in this blog of mine. Sigh. No ideas to write plus the laziness of mine keep haunting me each day! Hahaha :D. N'way, straight to the point "Puh lease"! Yeah. I have some kind of new addiction (instead of sleeping) as u all know. And unfortunately, i'm addicted to baking and cooking! Ya ALLAH! (bila la nak capai ideal BMI ni?) I'ts good indeed for having the determination in doing something in your leisure time. BUT... I can't stop myself from this addiction of mine even during those times that I should have been studying!~ SIGH3X... I just hope that I'll have the same determination in my studies too.(for sure dean list?) Hahaha.. BTW, the main objective for today's posting is actually to post those photos I took from my cooking times. YOROBUN~ BEWARE NOT TO SALIVATE TOO MUCH!!:b



first trial of BREAD PUDDING




first trial BAKED RICE



BAKED RICE in process



CHEESY~~~



tadaaaaa...BAKED RICE!!

Ok guys. There are plenty and plenty of photos to be pasted. And it's quite complicated using this old blogger interface so I thought of updating it first before spilling those mouth-watering photos!! Please do anticipate my next entry!~

SALAM3LAIK wa rahmatul ALLAH wa Barakatul ALLAH~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Happy birthday MAMA!! Thanks for all the guidance, love and so much more...
you are the best MOM in the whole wide world.. love you MAMA...